1. A song comes on the radio and I reach down to turn up the volume,

    Only to look up and see two four legged creatures

    One standing in the other lane, one standing in mine,

    There is a screech of tired and then a crash of a collision.

    A life is ended.

    Perhaps if I hadn’t been in such a hurry,

    Perhaps if I had been going just a little slower,

    Perhaps if I had turned on my high beams

    You would still be able to graze on grass and life out your peaceful life.

    I took your life and if I could I would give it back.

    As you lay dying on the frozen and unwelcoming earth,

    I continue driving.

    My heart is tortured knowing that while you suffer…

    I enjoy a movie and fellowship with a friend.

    My life continues while yours has come to an end.

    I wish our lives had never crossed paths so that yours could continue on.

    My sorrow can never make up for what has happened,

    But I hope you know I would take it all back

  2. So I should be doing something productive, like writing my report for my practicum… but I AM doing it!! I just keep rewarding myself (everytime I finish a sentence pretty much) with checking facebook, dailybooth, twitter, imdb, hotmail, cmu-mail… then I remembered! I haven’t updated my tumblr in a super long time!!

    So I came here.

    While on twitter I remembered my love for the lovely Kate Voegele.  She is amazing.  I am contemplating asking her to marry me via twitter.  I’m scared but I think I am going to do it!  What is the worst that she could do? Say no… and get a restraining order?!

    OMFG!! That would be amazing! I would love to have a restraining order out against my be a celebrity!!

    NEW LIFE GOAL:  Either marry, or get a restraining order from, a celebrity! Awesome sauce!

    … I’m realizing this goal is super lame and kind of creepy.  I may reconsider.

    Thoughts?

  3. I love that when you go for a day with out sleeping you always end up driving to crazy places out of the city.

    So… I haven’t updated this crazy thing in like a week.

    I have been too busy being narcissistic on Dailybooth… Which is LOVE :)  I am ashamed to say it but  I freaking love it!

    In EXACTLY one week I will be in Winnipeg a la casa de Brynne y Karmyn!  that is spanish for Brynne and Karmyn’s place.  I guess it would be an apartamento not a casa because casa is house.  I don’t care enough to actually go and delete it though.

    Today I worked out, for the first time in a very long time, with this thing that I found on youtube.  It’s called the 4 minute workout.  I actually really like it because it makes me feel like a tool.  But when it is over I feel like I ran a freaking marathon and I want to lay down and die.  Even though I usually cheat and it only lasts like 3 minutes. But You don’t know… me…

    Then I went and got my tux fit!  It was kind of a boring tux but I love being in formal wear!  I can’t wait to wear a tux for the wedding haha.

    I then went on an operationbeautiful mission which was pretty great.  I like doing stuff like that because it makes me feel all sneaky and spy like.  There was a lady at Barnes and Noble at the end of the isle and I was like woah lighting fast now there is an inspirational post-it in this book all the sudden what just happened?!

    On the way home I passed a cop on the road.  At a 4-way stop no less.  He rolled through the stop sign… barely slowed down.  He was also talking on his cell phone.  Both of which are illegal.  I glared really hard but he didn’t turn my way.  I was so beyond upset. I wanted to pull him over. That my friend(s) is why I HATE police officers!  Too bad one of my good friends is marrying one in September. Boo.

    Tomorrow I am going to my church to talk to Kim and Kurt about my Practicum and my sermon.

    Wednesday I am babysitting Kylee.  I’m scared haha.

    I’m so tired.  Time for bed I think

  4. You’re probably not going to read this

    So… it’s 1:30 in the morning.  Here I am sitting in my chair and hanging out with… myself.  I should be sleeping.  However, I am going to tell you (Brynne) how my day was!

    Today I woke up and wanted to die because waking up is the hardest part of the day!
    I laid in bed for way longer than I probably should have lol.  That occurs more often than not in my life.  I’m not going to lie.

    Then I talked to my mom and told her that I was actually going to be able to hang out.  I felt so bad when I realized that it was her day off and I had made plans already.  But luckily it worked out!!

    I went to the hairdresser with my Mom and my little sister.  My moms hair looks sooo good!  So does Allie’s!  The ladies that did our hair were absolutely fantastic!  I really loved them.  The one that cut/dyed my mom’s hair was so cute!  And she knows all about Winnipeg winters because she grew up in Minot North Dakota so we had a nice little chat about them lol.

    Then I went to the Mall with my friends Jami and Maggie. I’m really glad that it took me so long to get there because they were just shopping around for crap with animal print on it, because Jami decided that her bachelorette party needed to be themed animal print.  SO I bought and little rubber bracelet thing that has zebra stripes.  I’m covered.  But as I was saying!  They were shopping and trying stuff on and as usual I was stuck being the guy standing outside of the dressing room. I get so tired of that lol.  Thats what I get for having a P and having only friends who have Vs.

    After a fun time of hanging out and going to the mall I went to Taco Bell with Jami and got yummy food!  I got a Fiesta Chicken Burrito! Also, a soft shell taco.  The new fiesta menu is nice because all of the things have under 9 calories!  Yay collar bones!

    Then I came home and watched some Royal Pains with the fam.  Then got on Oovoo with Nancy and Caryn.

    Then I oovooed with Brynne! Thats YOU!

    Then I DB stalked a few people.  I was excited that I got another follower!  I’m so popular!

    Now I’m sitting… typing… wishing I had more ice cream… needing to pee.

    I should go to bed.  I’m supposed to meet my grandma and 2 of my cousins for lunch tomorrow.  Woo

    I really REALLY need to work on my sermon!! Eff! I hate my life!

    The End

  5. Ok so… My schedule is going to be crazy this semester!!  I’m a little nervous…

    I only have 2 classes every day, except Friday where I only have 1 so that is a win.  But… They are semi spread out so I can’t work… hardly ever so that kind of blows but I guess I’ll just be working a lot of nights and junk I guess.

    Mondays - 10:30-11:20 - Cognitive Processes, Psych Class with Delmar Epp who is pretty sweet.  
    2:30-3:45 - British Literature A with Paul Dyck… I’ve never had a class with him but I’ve heard he is god.

    Tuesdays - 1:00-2:15 - Contemporary Theological Themes: Theology and Truth with Chris Heubner… KILL ME!!! I took a 100 level course with him and wanted to die and now a 400 level one?!?! FML!  
    2:30-5:15 Pastoral Care and Counseling with Melissa Miller, I’m apprehensive about this class but I think it will be a good one.

    Wednesdays - 10:30-11:20 - Cognitive Processes again
    2:30-3:45 - British Literature A again

    Thursdays - 1:00-2:15 - Contemporary Theological Themes… Kill me again
    6:00-8:45 - Novels Since the 19th Century with Sue Sorensen.  I totally have a professor crush on her she is amazing so I am beyond excited about this class!

    Fridays - 10:30-11:20 - Cognitive Processes once again

    So… I think that this will be great but I am looking forward to next semester when I only have 4 classes.
    I’m also thinking that since the earliest I have to wake up ever is only like 10… why not take advantage of that and work out in the mornings?!  I know I say this every year but I think since I’m going to be insanely busy this year I’m actually going to do it!  I hate downtime… but by hate I mean love and never get when I’m at school.  Booyaah!

    On top of all of this I’m working with CMU’s North End Ministries doing stuff with the homeless so I am excited.  I also want to find a church this year and actually go but we will see how that goes along.  Then there is Kelsey’s the place I love to work and NEED to work because I need money but we will see how all of that pans out.  Hopefully I can work at least 2 or 3 shifts a week!!
    I also get to save pretty much all the money I make this year for my trip to Israel for May… oh gosh this is gonna be a good year!! I’m excited!  It is going to go by soooo fast because I’m so busy!  That is a bitter sweet I guess.

    The End

    P.S.  I’m preaching in like a week and a bit!!! SCARED!!!

  6. Ignorant people

    They really really make me angry.

    I was reading an FML thing and then this one person in a comment said something about loosing all faith in humanity when they voted in Barrack HUSSEIN Obama.  Ok… yes.  Because all Muslims are terrorists.  Thats why 1.4 Billion people are trying to take over the world.  SERIOUSLY?!  Are you a freaking RETARD?  He isn’t even MUSLIM!  His father was from… crap I don’t remember somewhere in Africa where everyone is Muslim and he was named after him.  He didn’t even have that much contact with his dad growing up, if any.  That is so ridiculously stupid!! BAH!!!

    On a slightly different note.
    We went to the Rainforest Zoo type thing yesterday and it was really exciting!
    I was really sad though because there was an Aussie atrium thing… Slash GIANT parakeet cage!  I wasn’t sad about that because that was awesome lol.
    But I was sad because one of the parakeets had gotten out and he was trying to hard to get back in.  He got his head stuck in the hole in the fencing.
    But luckily he got it out.  There was a another white one that was right by him on the right side of the fencing and it looked like it was trying to help him back in.
    It made me sad because it looked so sad :(
    Luckily though we talked to the guy at the place and he said that they get out all the time but they are ‘like high school students’ and they always want to escape but then as soon as they do they just want to get back in.  lol that made me laugh.  The zoo has little traps that they set for the escaped birds.  I’m just going to hope that he gets back in.  I’ll cross my fingers for you little guy!!

  7. Nick and Norah’s Infinite Playlist

    I LOVE this movie!  I think that right now it is my favorite

    Likes:

    Jonathan B. Wright (‘Beefy guy’/… I wont say his real name because Byrnne hasn’t seen it and it is a dumb/slightly suspenseful part of the movie) Rafi Gavron (Dev) and Aaron Yoo (Thom) make the whole movie I love them!
Oh… and Ari Graynor (Caroline).  They are all just the comic relief but they are the best part!! Oh my gosh the gum!  I love this movie!!

    I love the name Tris (except that I would spell it Tryss because that looks more right) but I hate that girl’s character.  She is stupid but essential so I guess I approve.

    Norah at one part of the movie has lipstick on her… not lip.  Her lips… peaks?  But at one point she has lipstick on the in between part of her lips and it bothered me.  But it was only one part of it lol.

    I hate LOVE STORIES!!! They make me slightly bitter but I guess I love them anyways.  I won’t be bitter… I will be good!  BE STRONG!!

    I like blogging about stuff.  It makes things seem more productive.

    Anyway… I should go to bed I guess… I really don’t want to though :( sad face.

  8. Update!!

    Update:  I have caught up with Heroes!! Hooray!!

    Now I just have like 10 episodes of One Tree Hill to catch up on then I will be caught up on my shows!! I love life……..

    I’m leaving for Vacation TOMORROW!!! Hootinany!!

  9. My awesome life

    This summer I have watched 5 season of Desperate Housewives, I am all caught up so that I can start watching it in the fall.

    I also caught up on Supernatural so that I can start watching that one.

    Then there is Gossip Girl which I am caught up on! Woot!  This year is gonna (hopefully) be a good one for them.  I’m excited Georgina and Blair are roommates!!! LMAO!

    I’m currently 2 episode away from being caught up with Heroes… But I haven’t had a chance to watch that one the last few days.

    After I am caught up with Heroes I will be able to catch up on One Tree Hill.  I think that I have like 10 or 11 episodes to watch until I am caught up on that one.  I’m mad that Peyton and Lucas aren’t coming back for the next season.  Why are they even making another season without them?! Stupid!  I don’t like Lucas but he was kind of the center of the show?? Stupid writers…

    So ya… I am pretty lame :(  But I love it :)

    I really want to start watching the Big Bang Theory!! It is SOOOO unbelievably funny!  I almost cry from laughing every time I watch it!  It’s about all these extreme nerds and their really hot female friend… oh my gosh I LOVE it!  I’ve only seen like 3 or 4 episodes sadly but I’m a fan.

    I think that on my way to Tennessee I’m going to try and watch those learn Spanish podcasts…  I’ve had them all summer and that was my goal but I kept putting it off.  I think that this will be a perfect chance though!  Look out Spanish language!! Here I come!

    We’re leaving on Saturday!  How crazy is that?! I’m excited though because there will be internet so you can bet your happy little butt that I will be updating all the time to let you know my crazy adventures!!

    I should really do some work… I guess?

  10. Blah blah blah

    Soooooo….

    I am going to miss the youth group that I work with SO much!!  I almost lost it last night when I realized that I only have TWO more Wednesday nights left with them!!  What the heck?!  Last night at youth group we had some pretty intense conversations.  As a group earlier in the school year when I wasn’t here Kim, the youth pastor, had all the kids write down questions that they had either, about the Bible, To God, or To/About Jesus.  So two weeks ago I headed up the about the Bible questions and last night were the questions to God and these kids are SMART!  Also, really curious and searching for answers lol.  It made my head hurt because there couldn’t be just straight answers and I really really wanted to give them straight answers because I felt like they deserved that but I definitely know that there really aren’t any straight answers to give…

    Next week I am going on vacation to Pigeon Falls, Tennessee.  My parents rented a cabin ( www.americanmountainretals.com/cabins/Acameronsmountainview.html ) its called angels abode!  I am so excited because the pictures are beautiful and so I am hoping that this isn’t some crazy scam haha.  I’m excited for swimming and hiking and other fun junk like that.  We’re also going to Dollywood and the Ripley’s Believe it or Not Museum and that will be sweet!  We’re also going to an aquarium which is sweet because I LOVE aquariums!  Two nights ago mom also found this thing at Dollywood I think, that is a zip line.  But it is a series of maybe 6 zip lines going from 100 to 1,000 feet long and like 60 feet in the air!! Woo we are totally doing it!  I’m so excited!

    Last night after youth group my mom, my aunt, my friend Linda, and my little sister all came to the church to pick me up to go see a movie… in my mom’s 4 seater mustang…  Needless to say that wasn’t exactly the most comfortable ride I’ve ever had.  But, we went to go see that Proposal and it was really funny.  Aside from the fact that we didn’t get home until one it was great.  Then I had to get up at 7:30… but to make it ever better I couldn’t fall asleep until 2:30 because I was thinking about my sermon.  That was good though I guess because God was giving me new ideas about how to go about doing it lol.

    Oh goodness… I love this site because when you hit enter it double spaces for you! I don’t have to hit enter twice and I LOVE that! Woot!

    I’m tired… sleepy time?  No… It’s only NINE!! Poop?

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